It all started when you guys asked who I had my eye on. And you guys told me to go talk to him and you guys kept asking me questions about him and yadayadaya, trynna find out who he was.
I’ve always had a crush on Calvin, but after all of that motivation, I actually said fuck it, lemme go talk to him and TRY. I tried to make him notice me by sending him goodmorning greetings day by day in his ask. Then he started noticing me, asked for my number then we started texting. It went from texting to calling each other every night and falling asleep on the phone. I woke him up every morning for school since our first phone call. Then, as we started getting to know each other feelings occurred. We met, stronger feelings came along and uuuuuhm, here we are now. Even though we fight here and there, I still like him more than eeever. I’m not giving up soon or even at all. I care too much.
Just because someone is a certain race, gender, or sexual orientation doesn’t necessarily mean that they’re just like everyone else who is that certain type of person. Some may be just what you expected them to be, yet others can be just the opposite. Don’t judge their whole life off of one fact you know about them.
“Humor is a common defense mechanism. Some funny people like to make themselves and others laugh because it keeps them from crying. It distracts people from the real issues and pokes fun at things to minimize the impact. Albeit temporarily.”
I miss my baby. I miss tickling him and laughing with him over stupid shit. I miss cuddling with him and just staring at him, admiring every detail of his face, when he sits next to me. I miss filling in the spaces between my fingers with his. I miss giving him big ol’ bear hugs and hearing his heart beat <3 I miss when he kisses me at the randomest times. I miss laying next to you feeling so safe in his arms. I miss making eye contact with him and just smiling. I miss how I would feed him snacks while I eat mine too and he would just be on my phone playing games. I even miss how he would get mad in person, because he just looks so cute and I would bug the fuck outta him trynna make him feel better. I MISSS YOUUUUUUUUU<3